http://howevergreen.blogdrive.com/ Greenery! Mon, 31 Dec 2007 05:45:01 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. Gay and lesbian lifestyles People http://howevergreen.blogdrive.com/archive/2.html Mon, 31 Dec 2007 12:42:53 GMT Recently, I came into a bit of money. Nothing to buy a house with. But a couple extra thousand dollars. In my excitement, I mentioned it to my mother. Bad move. The money will take a minute to get into my hands. Not only did she broadcast it to every family member stateside, for the last few weeks, the mother has been hinting around. Telling me about how close she is to paying off her car, what she needs, making suggestions about what I should buy her and my brother for their birthdays. Things, mind you, she would never suggest had she not know about my minor windfall. She's using stories... (more) http://howevergreen.blogdrive.com/archive/1.html Fri, 21 Dec 2007 12:32:13 GMT Do you ever get a HUGE undescribable empty feeling that gets right into your bones and to the very center of your being? An intense feeling of sadness and sorry-ness for oneself. A feeling that life is so totally meaningless and you feel like no one really truely loves you ( even though you know the people close to you say they do ) and the life you've been living is just a total joke. Do you ever get the urge to curl up into a ball and cry your eyes out; maybe in the arms of someone, anyone who has arms big enough to wrap around you and block out the lights at the same time. A feeling that... (more)