Do you ever get a HUGE undescribable empty feeling that gets right into your bones and to the very center of your being? An intense feeling of sadness and sorry-ness for oneself. A feeling that life is so totally meaningless and you feel like no one really truely loves you ( even though you know the people close to you say they do ) and the life you've been living is just a total joke.

 Do you ever get the urge to curl up into a ball and cry your eyes out; maybe in the arms of someone, anyone who has arms big enough to wrap around you and block out the lights at the same time. A feeling that no matter how happy things may seem on the outside, it really is all just an effort to face life the correct way, and nothing is really what it seems and nothing will ever be what you want it to be. But you tell yourself you have to be strong because it's the right thing to do and it isn't all as bad as your mind is making it out to be. Then you try and convince yourself that there is so much to be thankful for, and you try very hard to believe it, but all you want to do is curl up into a ball into the arms of someone big enough who will block out all the lights and let you cry for as along as you want.

 Into the arms of someone who understands, without any words spoken, and who will make you feel like you are the most important, beautiful, clever, sexy, kind, amazing person who has come into their life. Have you ever had that feeling?